There is nothing wrong with you that time can not heal, if only  you would stop chasing down healing as if were some goal to be reached.  Health/healing is a part of your journey and not a destination in itself.  It would be like trying to get to fun.  Fun is not some place to get to and hold on to forever.  Fun is an experience – a gift in the moment.  Think of health the same way.  You can’t get to fun and stay there forever.  Just like you can not get to health and stay there forever.  It is just not the way it works.  You see, you can make every moment fun though.  But it can’t be stored up.  Fun is a gift in the moment – as is health.  So cheer up and learn to play.  Eveything that you desire is in the present moment – fun, health, love, change, prosperity – all of it.  Choose it in the moment and it is  yours forever – if you choose it over and over and over again that is.