You know there really is no reason for you to feel as if it is necessary for you to continually apologize for your feelings Dear One.  We wonder why it is that you walk around/pass your time feeling badly about the feelings that you are having instead of just, well, you know,  having them.  If you are sad, feel sad.  We can see absolutely no reason at all for you feel badly about feeling sad or happy or in love or whatever it is you are feeling.   What if you were to simply allow yourself to fully experience one emotional state at a time. Imagine that.  You really do not need to judge every single emotional state you are in.  Just allow yourself to experience them fully  so you can take full advantage of them and fully learn all that can be learned/experienced from them in the moment.